currently listening to 我愛他♥♥♥ ..
i love this song a lot a lot..
:)

today ish mi and 小鬼 one month..:)
budd i know wad you did hor..
damn damn sweet♥♥♥..
haha..:)
i love you baby♥♥♥..

bye bi~

kp.?
wad i did u must treat mi lyk tat..
i really miss the way u cor mi daughter..
i'm now lyk a stranger to you izit.?
our gan relationship really drifted..
drifted a lot..
i know u explain be4 why..
i understand..
i do..
budd why scold.?
why so cold to mi.?
enough la can..
this ish too hurting to mi..
maybe u feel tat ish nutting..
budd i feel tat way..
really damn hurting..
after tat msg..
i knew tat no one actually bother whether i'm alive a not..
no one..
wad a sad thing..
no..is i too stupid..
just know onli...


bye bi~

was sick this few days so didn't blog..
things ar bothering mi too..
budd now i'm fine..
yun que also back le..
more more fine:)..


sowwie for the short post..


bye bi~

sch sux..
same..same..
yesterday recall about lots and tons of stuffz..
cried to xue ling..
thz for listening..


after sch got detention for 10 mins..
+ 15-20mins also.?
went slack wif sher and hongsterCH:)..
sher went..onli left mi and hongsterCH..
went find bunny and cat at their cca guitar..
they slack there de lor..
and got sing love love love..
haha..
cute cca..haha..


went to find ah gui..
haha..plus his frenz..:)
they keep make mi laugh..
haha..
now still wif them..
using his lappy..
brand new canzxc..:)


zhi da u change la..
dun know ish mi or u..
haiz..


you all dun wan reply mi..
just say..
lyk tat then i wont keep msg u all liao..
keep never reply my msg..
nevermind..
haix..


bye bi~

haix..
i'm tired..
really very very tired..
have the feeling to leave this noisy place..
to a quiter place wor..
M.I.A M.I.A
a bit childish..
want to M.I.A budd i think ish childish..
retarded mi..
blog dead also..
M.I.A a not hu will cares..
no one..
family stuffs ar getting complicated dad by day..
currently now my family ar juz nonsense..
rubbish..
relative also..
haix..
lucky still have kor and cousins..
eh..ah gui
i not scared hor..
say wad want train mi..
dun say until so nice..
i not scared wor..
i cor ma da i make sure u all zao bui hu..
:)
joke joke joke..
i dun dare..:D
ah gui thz for making my day today..




kor brought mi shopping..
we end up quarreling..
about small stuffs..
saw my cute-retared eeyore..
haha..
:3





and want to congrates xue ling and jason..:)





conference wif xueling and ah ma just now:)..
ah ma te voice lyk still sleeping haha..
cute dao~~~:)
haha..




bye bi~

爱情如果真的是束缚
为何你能爱的轻松自如
你说你天生爱孤独
两人生活有点太辛苦
我不像你是双栖动物
我只能活在充满爱的幸福
我所能适应的温度
都是以两人世界为主
很想哭,哭完无助
我发狠我一个人相处
你不愿搬回从前去处
就算哭,也一样没帮助
我被困在一个人的小屋
多想要追又不等你安抚
眼前是什么路
已看不清楚
我不像你是双栖动物
我只能活在有你的幸福
我所能适应的温度
都是以两人世界为主
Oh~
你的脚步,
在不远处
我反复将自己说服
就算最终这一场爱的催眠术
No~结局~依然无助
我发狠我一个人相处
你不愿搬回从前去处
就算哭,也一样没帮助
我被困在一个人的小屋
多想要追又不等你安抚
眼前是什么路
已看不清楚

i'm still listening to my 終於說出口<3


yesterday jason cor mi up..
scolded mi damn hard..
cry lyk one retard..
heard from him one very very sad thing..
cried until my eyes damn puffy red..
lucky got ZHI DA to cherr mi up..
thz zhi da♥♥♥..


now using ah kor lappy..
haha..
still sad k..
budd dun wan zhi da and ah ma to worry onli lor..

hmmmm..
i dun know ar those spammers real or fake..
budd i think ish fake de..
stop using my daddy mummy names k..
and my daddy name ish not lan jiao name k..
sum more he already dun care about mi le k..
get tat rite..



happy for mummy as her stuffs ar going to ok soon i think.?
:)


sum things happen in sch..
dun wish to elborate..


haix..
nutting much le..


bye bi~

hey peepoo..
damn long very blog liao canzxc..
daddy and mummy have problems..
i wont elborate here lor..


daddy thz for scolding tat spammer for mi..:)
thz to simin too..:)


yesterday brought my contacts..
love it la..
thz to lei hai :)..
thz kor for tat contacts..
he buy red and purple de..:)
nice dao..Xd


daddy damn bad la tell mi to huan daddy..
haix..
shang xin la..
budd never mind..
i know he joking..:D


mummy know tat you feeling better le i very happy for you..
:)
haha..


bye bi~

hi peepooz..
i'm back..
i'm not dead..
or wad..
spammers i die le u all still wont let mi off izit..


mi and mummy stuffz is still not end.i dun know how to stop this problem..
i dun know how to apologise..
i saw mummy blog post on 1 april..
she said sorry to blast all her anger on mi..
when i saw it i dun knw i just cry..
even the post is quite long ago..
and i just saw it..
and its just a short post tat she wrote to mi..
sum how felt touch..and tears roll down my cheeks..
i really damn sad tat how mummy ish treating mi rite now..
seriously hurt..
i dun know how to express the hurt and pain..
mummy i dun know how to express my feelings well..
i onli know how to cry..
and i also dun know how to apologise well..
i onli know how to say sorry..
i'm stupid rite.?
wad a useless daughter rite.?
mummy deep down yr heart i dun know am i a useless daughter a not..
budd wad i feel now..
i feel and i think tat i'm a
USELESS FAILURE DAUGHTER.!