today i speak to the skies again..
look out of my window and i saw them..
so i started to speak wif them again..
i last spoke to the skies was last week..
every tym i look at the skies i can sum how calm down..
budd today..
i look at them and i cry..
at first i try to speak slowly..
later on tears just roll down my cheecks..
i just cant control myself..
every tym i speak to the skies they seems lyk understand wad am i saying..
and wad i'm trying to express out..
every tym they gimmie reaction..
to lyk telling mi tat they know..
ish lyk their saying:
vanessa,don't cry.be strong.i understand how you feel.
sum thing lyk those feeling..
every tym when i'm sad or happy i will tell them..
i know they love mi and i love them too..
i love the skies every tym i look out of my window..:')

babby wrote this to mi on face book..
Bab last night i sent an angel to watch over u while u were sleeping. It came back early and i asked it why? Its said "Angels dont watch other Angels".To me u are a gift from the god, all along i dun believe in gods and angels till 25062010 god send mi 1.I might not be the most charming guy u have mit but i have a hear...t filled with u my little angel.u can ask mi how much i love u...?Now i'm going to tell u if you count all the stars in the sky,all the grains of sand in the oceans, all the roses in the world and all the smiles that have ever been, then you will have a sample of how much I love you. I promise i will always be at your side to accompany u walk trough the happy and your darkest period.I LOVE YOU BABY MY LITTLE ANGEL..
its ltk so sweet can..
i love you..
muackiz!!:)

丁噹-你為什麼說謊

♥25062010,1749♥
married to my baby[ye xiang] on the date above..^^v
♥.My Love story starts here
25062010,1749[married to ye xiang]<::::it starts here and i hope it never ends..
eh.?
i dun think so..
cuz after 7 billion years world will end..
so i cant love him forever..:'(
budd i still can love him another 7 billion years..:)
and of cuz i would..
eeeyr..mushy..
haha..:)

sick and tired of estacy!!
love-ed peepoos now ar:
♥.♥
♥.Daddy.R.♥
♥.Kor Kor.J.♥
♥.Ah horng bibi.♥
♥.Xiao thunder bibi.♥
♥.Fbf.match.♥
♥.Bryan.♥
♥.♥

this few days damn fun..sb fun..fun dao siao la..:)
YESTERDAY:
yesterday wake up damn eraly..budd i was still late very late..
20-30mins late..
meet up wif ang
[long story lazi to elborate]
kor kor came..:)
went to swimming pool tgt..
yuppie..
swim..vs swimming..:)
fun fun..
then went to eat mos..
really fun day..
budd ang ruin it..
ta feng le zhen de feng le..
his mad la..
lucky got kor kor comfort and later on pamper mi..:')
cuz half ish also kor kor fault..:(


TODAY:
meet goh today..
budd i was late AGAIN..
sowwie..
i late queen la..:(
haha..
budd he si guan le..
haha..
went j8 find ring..
budd she not there got mc..
so went to buy yumi yoggurt..:)
goh buy for mi..:)
wanted to eat long john silver budd too mani ppl..so went to kfc..:)
after we eat..we both sian..
so we decided to sit bus..
bo liao rite..
budd very fun:)
we took 410G..take one round..around 20plus stops..:)
at the bus we the noisey maker canzxc..
every tym i laugh ppl look back..
grrrr..budd nvm..:)
lati we reached interchange..
we took 54..come very long..
saw on guy rate him 4/5..
most shuai guy i saw today..:)
he waiting for bus 55..
:)..
54 arrive first..
asked goh still haven find your rater.?today not your day la..:)
he say ya lor..maye tmr..
haha..
[JOKES IN BUS]
bus driver seems angry wif us..cuz we keep laughing..:)
after 40plus stops we reached a interchange tat we both dun know..
budd in the find we found out to take other side of bus 54 to get back..
so we took again..
:)
54 comes and it was the same bus driver..
he saw us he got shock..
his face expression lyk saying..
eh..why you two again..haix..no more peace liao..
haha..
sum more mi and goh is the first to board the bus AGAIN..yuppie..:)
make lots of jokes again..keep on laughing..
goh keep make mi laugh and so do i..:)
today goh rate a lot of cui ppl..
haha..funny dao..:)
today got one joke i crack de rate it 4/5..
funy can..
[lazi to elborate]
after tat went to lambo san..
got new ppl there driving lambo san crazy..
haha..
after tat went home and i'm here now..:)

i'm back..:)
this few days really buzi wif stuffs..
TODAY:
had a morning cor from a guy say wan to settle tai ji..
i angry so i started scolding him on the phone..
a while later meet him downstairs..
he hum lor..i walk to him then he move back..
then lati fight.then i go meet duck for breakfirst..
:)
lucky still have the mood..:)
went 7-11 to eat maggie mee..:)
take the mee under block then eat and chat..:)
went 'old rock' to find lambo san to chat..:)
duck keep make mi laugh..:D
went home..now i'm here..:)
today quite a sian day..:9

YESTERDAY:
yesterday went out wif xiao wee..
went to his house play drum.. sing song.. play L4D..:)
fun fun fun..
budd i fall from the double decker bed..
shi tong de lor..:(
then take mrt back ..
meet up wif duck at temple..
went to eat tgt..
chit chat-ed about stuffs then got home..
reach-ed home mother start scolding for nutting..
wad she say really hurt la hor..
leg open big big then can have money..
jiao wo qu zuo ji..wo shi ni de nuer horx..
still cor mi pu bor kia..
mother ar mother ar..cor mi pu bor kia means cor yourself pu bor rite..
angry angry angry..
nevermind..u still my mother must respect u la hor..:s



now having war wif my father..
haix..
really sick and tired of this cycle..:(
budd still have to bare wif it..:)
dun insult mi liao la..
stop it okie..
it really hurts la hor..
haix..
mi birthday coming le..
hu can rmb..:(
my family memberscomfirm will forget it..
i mean they dun even give a damn..
ming ku la hor..:(
vanessa..face it..:(

hmmmm..
went out wif botak watch sherk..:)
today text-ed
aldric[:)]..mike[<3]..wilson[:)]..ben dan..sa gua..
msn wif mummy:)..prince..alan and mani more..
meet spy and duck..

chat-ed

spy bully mi break my things..

i angry

walk home striaght..

chong rui call-ed
out wif chong rui an co.

• slack under block
• went amk
• they de xiao mi..:(
• quarrel wif a group of wiredos..
• laugh around..
• went black cage..
• went k-box..

go home mother scold mi for no reason..
get my lappy go out of house..
now finding bee bee going ton wif him..:)

i know u guys view my blog budd never tagg..bad bad bad lor..
espacailly mummy..
mi know mi know u come here..:)
i think mi and mummy stuffs going to be sort out soon..:)
really happy..
just tat she is buzi..
hope she will get happier day by day..:)
^^v

eh.?
how i start.?
i dun know how to fit into this world..
too difficult.
beloved or not is tat important.?
i'm not sure...
i'm still thinking about it.?
maybe it is..cuz i keep thinking and crying over it..
peepooz say it is just an list..
budd this list izit really tat important to mi.?
maybe yes..
pass few weeks maybe to you all i'm fine..
budd actually...
i'm not..
look at all of you,i got to give u all fake smile..
so tat you all wont be worry for mi..
budd do u know for mi is a very diffcult to drag my smile for so long..
sticks and stones will hurt mi budd word doesn't..
hu say tat.?i dun know..
budd ish a lie to tat person and mi..
i wan to leave this horrible place..
i wan to change number and leave all of u..
buddd wo fang bu xia..
especially my mummy..
u suddenly change towards mi..
the way u act it's borthering mi for the paass few weeks le..
i keep on thinking wad i did tat is wrong..
it is a really big question mark above my head and all around mi..
friendship problems ar knocking on my doors and windows again..
hu can help mi make another back door to let mi run as far as i could..
hu can be my hunter and shot all the problems away.?