eh.?
how i start.?
i dun know how to fit into this world..
too difficult.
beloved or not is tat important.?
i'm not sure...
i'm still thinking about it.?
maybe it is..cuz i keep thinking and crying over it..
peepooz say it is just an list..
budd this list izit really tat important to mi.?
maybe yes..
pass few weeks maybe to you all i'm fine..
budd actually...
i'm not..
look at all of you,i got to give u all fake smile..
so tat you all wont be worry for mi..
budd do u know for mi is a very diffcult to drag my smile for so long..
sticks and stones will hurt mi budd word doesn't..
hu say tat.?i dun know..
budd ish a lie to tat person and mi..
i wan to leave this horrible place..
i wan to change number and leave all of u..
buddd wo fang bu xia..
especially my mummy..
u suddenly change towards mi..
the way u act it's borthering mi for the paass few weeks le..
i keep on thinking wad i did tat is wrong..
it is a really big question mark above my head and all around mi..
friendship problems ar knocking on my doors and windows again..
hu can help mi make another back door to let mi run as far as i could..
hu can be my hunter and shot all the problems away.?